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The change is happening...

My beautiful cousin who has been also in a life inspiring change for herself kept telling me she feels that this month would be the month of change for me...

Right before October started my Husband lost his job in a very contrived manner, which he is attempting to deal with legally, it wasn't the best news for our family, as you know I don't work for now since I broke my shoulder. My business really took a dip and my personal life even worse.

But with the stroke of luck and sheer genius from a wife who does everything her husband doesn't do, I went job hunting online for my husband. Helps that I know the man like the back of my hand, we finish each others sentences, think the same at the same time, but are highly different. I know how his interior clock works. So there I was looking on Craigslist look up different kind of sectors. My husband use to work in the media/broadcasting industry, it wasn't his cup of Java (we don't drink tea!) He has always been an artist and someone who needed to do stuff with his hands, he airbrushed on the side and did private jobs here in the house from time to time.

Finally he gets to use his talents further, he got a full time position airbrushing for a sport equipment firm, he'll be their lead airbrush artist. It's a very exciting adventure I am happy for him to be taking, the pay is substantially better than anything he's ever made before so how could I not be.

So perhaps that little cousin of mine was right... October was our month of change. Perhaps with the fates of the Universe he had to lose his job to land the one he would be so happy to have.

weight loss for a mommy...

It has been over a year since I gave birth to my second daughter, I am still the heaviest I have been pre-baby. I am the heaviest I have ever been period.

Sad thought to me since I had started a goal to work out last year and thought I would have nipped this situation in the bud. But here I am trying to not indulge myself in junk food, which is my weakness. Not your chips or popcorn, not candy in wrappers... give me a piece of cake, ice cream, something with an icing or with whip cream on it and I am your girl.

But I am only getting older in years, a family history with some shotty medical history and a waist size that Dr. Oz would be disappointed with... yes I am a die hard Dr. Oz fan!

Not sure how I will just get passed this struggle inside of me to just lose weight to focus on what needs to get done, to work on myself physically not just mentally. I need a goal... I think if I have a goal that I need to attain for some reason I might be forced to be responsible for my lack of weight loss.

So I am going to begin blogging about my attempt to lose weight to try and keep myself in check of what I am and am not doing.